after the china new year

hihi everybody ........ wow after the china new year everyone in my class seems to be alot more richer then before .... accept me hehe ... cuz i did not even count how much i got ...... my mum kept it all for me .... no.....!!!!!! she controled my finacial needs so i m really broked now .......Man its hard to get materails to make a valentines gift ........ darn it so i hav to spend wisely with wat ever i have rite now ...haiz ....... actually i m ready too aproach her but i m afarid that she will ...... be too shy and then everything will turn out bad when she is too shy to even talk to me ....... haiz i just hope that it will jus go as i planned .... so thats all .....