Man i'm pissed

Haiz ...... God damn it i just feel like blowing off when i here the way that fellow laugh and talks lame jokes ... i'm really sick of it , i want to change place man !!! Don't know why that fellows voice seem so irritating... agrr...... plus when that fellow gives to everyone is also fucking irritating man .. Its even more irritating when that fellow laughs ... i want to scold and slap that fellow nicely man if i got the chance too... then i'm satisfied....

a day

today , i seem to forgotten totally about a person .. man i m relieved ..... OMG i hate add maths its killing me ... i met Three new frens a few days ago .. well they are form 1 hehehe they seem very friendly .. plus my basketball skills seem too be suckyer everyday .. don't know what happened to me

Happy Valentines Day

Today is valentines day and I wish everybody in the world to have a really happy valentine …. And make sure that your love ones are the best ones you have ever met make them feel like there are they are important to you not only today but everyday …. And those who are single is not a very sad thing if you don have a partner … you have the best people beside you .. which is your family …. And I also wish that my good friend Jerome successfully achieves what he is going for … hehehe jerome good luck ..
And also I wish my friend kah hoe and his partner a happy valentines day .. .. same goes to wai choeng , yuet nam , jin jien , alynna , and my bro …… I guess they will have a good time today ….. I’m happy for them ……

My life

With every passing day , I’m beginning to dislike her more and more ….. I feel like going away from this school and do not want to see her …..nowadays I’m starting to feel a feeling of discomfort in my class…. It just seems like everyone has really totally change or seems different ….now I’m just feeling left out in everyway…. Everyone in class seems to have a group to be fit in but I don’t ….. they think I’m always doing dumb things but how about them ….. when I do something wrong they will scold me like it was world war two …. But if another fellow does a much more worse thing then me they just let it be and laugh at it ….. I just don understand looks like I was right that I’m always one step behind of everybody I know ….. I feel like going away and start a new life …..
Sometimes I just feel like ending my life as fast as possible since my life is as meaning less as nothing …in everyone’s eyes dust which is always never wanted anywhere …I’ve just no talent in anything ..the things which I know how to do ,other people knows it and better yet does it better then me …so eventually there is nothing good about me …my life is just a waste of time and space in this whole wide world …Worse of all I do not even have an interest in anything I just do not understand myself .. is that hard being me ???.. I sometimes will envy my friend lenjin because he just seems to fit into any group he runs into even though he acts retarded most of the time …as days past now, it feels like I’m just away from everybody ….there’s nothing left for me to do in this world …it is just like god created me with no purpose ….what’s the use of living when you do not even have a purpose to life …… everybody just treats me as a ridiculous clown which is for pushing around but why are they bullying other people when they themselves are pieces of rubbish …life is just meaning less to me now …. I’m just really a hopeless thing

after the china new year

hihi everybody ........ wow after the china new year everyone in my class seems to be alot more richer then before .... accept me hehe ... cuz i did not even count how much i got ...... my mum kept it all for me .... no.....!!!!!! she controled my finacial needs so i m really broked now .......Man its hard to get materails to make a valentines gift ........ darn it so i hav to spend wisely with wat ever i have rite now ...haiz ....... actually i m ready too aproach her but i m afarid that she will ...... be too shy and then everything will turn out bad when she is too shy to even talk to me ....... haiz i just hope that it will jus go as i planned .... so thats all .....